Thursday, March 3, 2016

Happy


Suddenly the light shifted slanting through the classroom's open window. The light, bright, splashed across students' desks. It was after noon, maybe the end of C lunch just before the bell. I thought of them. My brother. My sister-in-law. My niece.

So I sent a message.


We exchanged a few funny photos and notes. I cannot wait to spend some time with them. 

They came to town for my weekend birthday celebration--it is a big one and I am so tickled they are here. Just the idea that we are in the same state made me grin as I stepped into the hall to supervise during passing time. My teenager was walking the hall and caught me, smiling.

"What are you smiling at?" he smirked. There was some serious shade in his voice.

Seriously? I thought. A riff from "Let It Go" ran through my thoughts.

Sigh. Sometimes, teenagers try us. They take any and all opportunities to push buttons, push back, push off of what ever they do not want to do or deal with. I know this because I am the parent of an amazing fourteen-year-old. He is the love of my life, but like all teenagers, he sometimes throws shade "both sides" as my niece will say.

It has taken me many years of practice to let some things slide. I am learning how to choose my battles as a parent/. It's a good review for my teacher-self.

"I'm happy," I replied more to myself than him as I stepped into class. He continued down the hall. It is difficult having a teacher Mom. No doubt.

I know I have to choose not to engage with negativity.  Teenagers are testing all sorts of water. They try on sarcasm for sophistication. They test a range of tones and attitudes during a week, a month, our entire year at school. I am a safe testing ground.

That teens test and try is one thing I love about them. They are fluid and flexible--becoming. My son has joined this tribe. I am used to teenagers as a teacher, but parenting one is new territory.

When I tell people I teach high school, I hear a mix that spans "God bless you!" to "How could you?" 

I wouldn't have it any other way.  Teenagers are awesome. They care. They act. They do. They engage and are curious. Teenagers are one interesting group.

I love them.

I love how passionate they are. I love their commitment to friends, their loyalty. I love their energy and the buzz of a classroom when I've harnessed it. I even love them when they suck their teeth and roll their eyes with an exaggerated sigh.

I love them when they say,  "What are you looking at?" When I'm only wool gathering and happen to do the thinking stare in their direction.  I even love them when they throw shade "both sides."

Teens, like mine, belong to a tender tribe.  




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13 comments:

  1. First, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Have a fabulous celebration.
    I love the way you talk about how much you love teenagers. I do, too, and I tell them. They often don't feel loved, don't know their own worth, so I like to tell even the ornery ones how much I love teenagers and how lucky I am to spend my days with them.

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    1. Thank you, thank you, Glenda! We are going to celebrate at the roller rink. Wish you were skating with us! I agree with all my heart how lucky we are.

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  2. You speak with such beauty about teens. I LOVE it! I get the same reaction when I say I teach middle school. My kids, my students, are creative, quirky, smart and amazing. LOVE this post! Have a wonderful time with your family!

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    1. Thank you, Michelle! Can't wait to connect our kids on the blogs through comments... when I read kids your message today they were amazed! After tomorrow's test... we'll come "visit."

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  3. The trials and tribulations of these tribe members. They keep you young and fresh.

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    1. Indeed! If only it meant less wrinkles under the eyes especially. : )

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  4. Happy Birthday! Like Glenda, it's so nice to have others who love teaching high schoolers as much as I do. It's a pretty wonderful time we get to spend with them. And having one at home...even better.

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    1. Thank you, Deb. I do love my teenager! And I can't imagine teaching any other age group.

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  5. I hear "God bless you!" to "How could you?" too - but I wouldn't teach anywhere but at a middle school. Teenagers are awesome - trying, yes, but awesome nonetheless.

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    1. I think we find the best age for our teaching selves. I personally love teaching ninth grade--though I do not teach ninth graders right now. I know others who love eleventh or even (gasp) twelfth grade. We have the best jobs!

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  7. Enjoy the family celebrating that Big Birthday, Lee Ann. Remember I taught middle schoolers, & I often wish I had given high school kids a chance too. they are awesome as you say, & so capable. But, in my teaching, sometimes some kids would walk by and give "the look" or like your son, accuse me of frowning at them. And I was just sitting and working as they were supposed to be doing. I get your point, trying out new things, getting to be "older". Fun to think about.

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  8. I'll admit that I was quite apprehensive when I first got my job teaching high schoolers, after 5 years of teaching younger kids... but they are awesome, and I love them! :-)

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